So the last time I posted it was a March re-cap and since it's almost the end of April I feel a "April re-cap" is due, except I don't have much to write about and I certainly don't have the energy to type a long post.
I'm relaxing on the couch tonight wishing that tomorrow wasn't Monday. Work has been very chaotic lately and this past week was more than exhausting. I worry about things at work and get really stressed out, which actually seems to have a negative effect on my productivity. I think if I stopped freaking out so often and didn't try to do a hundred things at once it might be a little less stressful.
I don't have much time for anything other than work lately, but I have been trying to eat better and get to the gym on a regular basis. I have hit an all-time low in self esteem and feel disgusted everytime I stand in front of the mirror. I went 3 times last week which is a HUGE improvment over my previous schedule of....ummm... never. I need to make en effort to eat more fresh fruits and vegetables and less garbage. There's less than a month to memorial day weekend and I'm really trying to be less flabby in my bikini this summer. I know 1 month isn't much time so I'm going to set a goal of losing 15 lbs by my Birthday in October.
This upcoming weekend I'm headed back to MI. I haven't been home since the first week in February and I think this is the longest I've gone without seeing my family. My mom has been a little depressed lately so I'm hoping I can cheer her up. Although she doesn't always appreciate my crude sense of humor, I have faith that I'll bring a smile to her face more than once this weekend. I'm also looking forward to catching up with some old friends from home that I haven't seen in awhile.
That's about it for now. Goodnight.
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